Then they dropped the bomb that shattered your whole life…
Never have I imagined that the person I trust with my whole heart holds the biggest kind of betrayal in whole wide world, or maybe in my world. It just hurts so bad that it actually made me numb emotionally.
What would I do if I meet myself from 3 years ago? Will I warn her of the pain and struggle that she’ll face because of the people surrounding her? Or will I let things happen the way it should be? I still don’t know the answer to this question because each leads to a different life. I don’t know know if I’ll like the life waiting for me if I choose the first one…
I’ve given everything I can offer, but of course, it’s not enough. How could it be enough when they are as greedy as hell; How could it be enough when they’ve always wanted more? Of course, they will always want more. Because they dont appreciate my efforts and all, they wont be satisfied and if they are not satisfied, they will ask for more and more and more. And after they suck every single life in me, they left like a trash and talked about me like a disgrace.
Okay, so we’re together for almost 3 years already and I think it’s safe to say that our relationship now is better than our first year of being together. Well, we’re more comfortable and bolder to each other, and of course happier than before.
We had lunch at Pepper lunch and guys, believe me, Chicken Teriyaki with Pepper Rice and Mashed Potato is one of the best food combinations ever!!! I experienced a glimpse of heaven ❤️ after that, we went home. Hahahaha. We were both so tired maybe because of the hot weather and that’s it. Nothing insteresting to say… Bye for now!
What would I do if I meet myself from 3 years ago? Will I warn her of the pain and struggle that she’ll face because of the people surrounding her? Or will I let things happen the way it should be? I still don’t know the answer to this question because each leads to a different life. I don’t know know if I’ll like the life waiting for me if I choose the first one…
Now?
Wow, this is really something!
After.
It’s here.
In my first post, Before, 3 years ago, I said “I’m not to After yet, but I’m closer to After than to Before.”
I now weigh 117 – 120 pounds (depending on the day), and standing at 5-foot 6-inches, that measurement means that After is very, very here. But, before you congratulate me, dear readers…if I have any…and dear friends and family who I know follow this blog… I have to come clean with you: I don’t feel like I’m at After. I’m terrified of being at After. And, I don’t like that After is here.
The tagline of my blog is “uncovering myself one pound at a time.” For most of this blog, I’ve spoken strongly about how my relationship with food and myself was what caused my weight struggles. I stand by that. The thing is, the symptoms have resolved faster than I’ve been able to…
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yeah, I’m here writing about it. Well, I’ve always wanted to have my own blog but I never had the time to do it – though now is not the perfect time to start it coz I have lot of school stuff due this week – but, fuck it!
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